| So Philip is finally ungrounded and i have yet to see him i was going to go over there last night but he wanted me to come over at 1 NOT i had school today and i have a dentist appt. GROSS
I think that its about time i straighten things out with Justin too. I really do care about him alot! He is one of my best friends and i dont know what i would do with out him. But i dont think that we can keep on like this it just kinda sucks a whole lot!
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| so i love going to baseball games in the cold and the rain but it was totally worth it to the smile on his face when he realized i was there :) i love it!! and stupid jerk is still grounded grr... oh the joys of having to choose :(
And all that drama i dont think i will. i didnt do anything wrong its just funny to me:) go ahead be mad when you want to apologize to ME then we will talk :)
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| I have every right to say how i feel on my xanga! 2.) I wasnt talking about her with the birthday thing sdhie went to lunch with me. 3.) I may not have a phone but my house phone has never been turned off, jessica got through. 4.) why are you sticking up for her when you two dont even get aling and dont give me that i know how she feels crap because she did nothing but bash you and KAYLA. 5.) when i do call you i can never get through because you let my calls ring through because you are with jordan, rob or working. not always your fault i understand work but come on. I am not fighting with anyone because i am going to let anyone try to change how i feel. I love you and i miss you too it would just be nice if you didnt forget what we have been through and stop putting jordy before me because you had a kid and she is all of a sudden your friend again. |
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| FEELINGS FOR ME?!!? WTF he had feelings for me and lied about them why why couldnt he just have freaking told me?? he has no idea in this world how i feel about him and then when i ask him how he feels about me he says he had feelings for me...... he never said he didnt which sucks but he never told me he did either even when i said that i liked him and he got a fucking girlfriend a week later it just sucks because now im so damn confused i dont know what to do... also how do you tell your friends that you dont want to be at your school anymore that you just cant take all the pressures that you cant take all of the drama that comes with it... that you hate how you have lost so many damn people over so many reasons that are just fucking stupid. that the person that you miss the most is the person that you hate the most because all he does is talk shit about people and then when he wants something from that person he is all buddy buddy with them. THat this person is so fake he is best friends with people that he hates and that he talked so much crap about the whole posse that he now cant go one second without. I just wish that i could start all over take it all back make it how it was i want me back i hate feeling like this all the time. i hate itlike not one thing you do is ever going to be good enough for anyone... like all the time i just want all to end. i dont know what to do anymore.
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| ok so i havent written in a long time but id even c lol so anyways...
hes such a brat like a little kid if he doesnt get what he wants he complains and i feel like a hypocrite even dealing with it because of the whole situation with her and him (code names) but i like him... sdfjbvgtailwu57y2895bgyw4io gvtnoae thats how he makes me feel! i dont know i am usually a calm person well collected at least, then he comes in the picture and i turn into this giddy little kid it wasnt even this bad with alec and i love that kid... oh well best friends and guy friends arent meant to be boyfriends fact of my life!and no i am not talking about justin hes a whole different story... i cant deal with his on again off again crap! i cant and i wont! not again not after mikey. NONONONONO!
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